Thu, 25 Nov 2004 14:08:28 GMT

It´s a very bad day. I did´t slept the last nights. Every time I´m closing my eyes I have nightmares of dying. This morning I wasn´t scarred anymore ...
I didn´t felt this bad since Kim died. I don´t know what´s going on. I´ve played the whole solitär just to don´t have to think about anything. Every song I here makes me cry and every word I hear makes me wanna scream.

First time (hopefully not the last)

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 20:06:07 GMT

OK there we are. My first entry in my first journal and I don´t now what to write ... perfect start. I know, I should start with my day, what happend, maybe what I´m going to do the next days, but I´m sitting at home, I have a broken foot, I have nothing to do and I am not allow to move. OK, I was at the doctor today, but that wasn´t very exciting. Think I should work a bit on my page and try again tomorrow, maybe something is going to happen to me (on my sofa).

So, how ever is going to read this, I will try to be more interesting next time.

Strange times

First time (hopefully not the last)